Literally though. My father is, my best-friend, my friend... Which I shall not name. I hate selfish people, all my life I've always put everyone else before me. First of all, my father only thinks about his reputation. He puts his own reputation ahead of his families happiness. For goodness sake, it was $15 that we went over, just because your company pays for it doesn't mean it's going to ruin your reputation when they see that my sister went over by $15. You even think that going to a party late is going to ruin your reputation. COME ON IT'S A PARTY.
You, my best-friend is so self-centered I don't even know who you are anymore. I love you for everything you do for me and being my best-friend for all these years, but because you now only think of yourself i can't confide in you when I have a major problem. Because it's you and your life when people are around you. Where are you? I need you back. I say one thing and you'll cut me off or you would play with your phone when i'm telling you something major in my life. But major in my life is minor for you isn't it because I'm not important. I will never be important to anyone. I always draw selfish people into my life. I hate it. I hate seeing people who only think of themselves, am I the only one left that thinks of others? Am I the only person that listens to people now?
I want to know that there is someone out there that doesn't judge my every move and would for once, listen to what I have to say, listen to my major issues that have incurred in my life.
There isn't is there. I've got to face reality. I'm independent and all, but what if there is that one point where I need someone.
I love being independent, at times I even hate it when people depend and rely on me because I also want them to be independent but I'm always here to listen to anyone's problem. really, I don't judge because everyone is different in their own way and I don't like being judged either.
xoxo DJ
P.S. Sorry for such as retarded rant.
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