CHRISTMAS IS CLOSE

Celine Purse Balck Apricot - Definately beautiful - $150

Nike Eclipse - check out these sexy shoes. For sure more hot than my current sport shoes from those chemist shoe place where they sell "Supersoft" which is for sure comfortable but not for people my age. Damn, my mum has no style. jokes I love her.  - $100

 Also, I need a new everyday casual bag. - Satchel

Mumma

I wish I was like my mum. She confronts people and stands up for herself. When she confronts people she does it in the best way possible that they don't even get offended. They just understand why she's either mad or sad. When it doesn't go her way and she know's they're wrong she just lets it go cause she doesn't want to clutter her mind with useless stuff. How she lives her life is right. Some people walk into my house and is like that's scary when my mum is chanting. It's not, it's my mum's way of life she chose this path and it was the best path for her. She was such a bitter person before because of all the things that happened, the way she had been treated her whole life. people took advantage of her, it was not right but Buddhism has allowed her to become this vibrant happy person that wouldn't have ever saw a few years ago.

Come on. theres nothing here. move on

Veronica Mars

I've always wanted to become like her. Independent, smart, sense of humour and all. Getting revenge on those who have betrayed her. Not giving a #%$& about what people would say about her. Because she knows what's right and wrong. All that matters to her is her cases and father. Oh, how I want to become an investigator like her. Why can't I be cool like Veronica Mars?

A long time ago, we used to be friends. But I haven't thought of you lately at all. Come on now SUGAR bring it on bring it on yeahhhhh! JUST REMEMBER ME WELLLLLLL. WE USED TO BE FRIENDS A LONG TIME AGO, WE USED TO BE FRIENDSSSS

For realz?

Truth... there is no such thing. Never was I angry so how can that be the truth. i can swear that i was not angry. but if you knew me you should've known i wasn't. But I guess not gurl. I said i was going to let this go but i just can't wrap my head around it. how can that be the truth when it wasn't. You made something that was irrelevant to you all about you. what can I do now. Lost my good friend, now i cant do anything about that cause sorry means nothing to her and to me. You keep saying that you treat everyone equally but you chose to betray me, by lying cause i was never angry. I'm going to repeat NEVER. So don't act innocent

Never underestimate Veronica Mars

I should become a nun

Epiphany

I didn't understand till right this second. Things happen for a reason. When bad things happen it means you deserve it. Accept it. Resolve it and what not. I don't think I deserve to resolve it this time because it seems I hurt too many people. Because resolving means being friends again. but I don't deserve that. Am I right Buddha? I need to change. I say that, but it's so hard. Maybe itll be easier if i just don't talk to anyone. for now. It's meant to be. I just cause people pain. from bestfriend to close friends to friends. If only a vampire came into town easy death right here. thats what I feel when I lose a friend. Because the person saying sorry the most is the person doing wrong. Me right here. Sorry comes out of my mouth everyday. i do too many wrongs.

MIA

I'm ready to let everything go. Not forgive. But not care. It's going to be difficult so I'm going MIA. Not going to talk to anyone for a while. I don't feel I deserve it either. I feel like I've just been hurting everyone because if you think about it whenever something happens I'm in the situation. Maybe its my fault. Maybe its not. Right now, it's whatever because I can't do anything about it. I'm going MIA