CHRISTMAS IS CLOSE

Celine Purse Balck Apricot - Definately beautiful - $150

Nike Eclipse - check out these sexy shoes. For sure more hot than my current sport shoes from those chemist shoe place where they sell "Supersoft" which is for sure comfortable but not for people my age. Damn, my mum has no style. jokes I love her.  - $100

 Also, I need a new everyday casual bag. - Satchel

Mumma

I wish I was like my mum. She confronts people and stands up for herself. When she confronts people she does it in the best way possible that they don't even get offended. They just understand why she's either mad or sad. When it doesn't go her way and she know's they're wrong she just lets it go cause she doesn't want to clutter her mind with useless stuff. How she lives her life is right. Some people walk into my house and is like that's scary when my mum is chanting. It's not, it's my mum's way of life she chose this path and it was the best path for her. She was such a bitter person before because of all the things that happened, the way she had been treated her whole life. people took advantage of her, it was not right but Buddhism has allowed her to become this vibrant happy person that wouldn't have ever saw a few years ago.

Come on. theres nothing here. move on

Veronica Mars

I've always wanted to become like her. Independent, smart, sense of humour and all. Getting revenge on those who have betrayed her. Not giving a #%$& about what people would say about her. Because she knows what's right and wrong. All that matters to her is her cases and father. Oh, how I want to become an investigator like her. Why can't I be cool like Veronica Mars?

A long time ago, we used to be friends. But I haven't thought of you lately at all. Come on now SUGAR bring it on bring it on yeahhhhh! JUST REMEMBER ME WELLLLLLL. WE USED TO BE FRIENDS A LONG TIME AGO, WE USED TO BE FRIENDSSSS

For realz?

Truth... there is no such thing. Never was I angry so how can that be the truth. i can swear that i was not angry. but if you knew me you should've known i wasn't. But I guess not gurl. I said i was going to let this go but i just can't wrap my head around it. how can that be the truth when it wasn't. You made something that was irrelevant to you all about you. what can I do now. Lost my good friend, now i cant do anything about that cause sorry means nothing to her and to me. You keep saying that you treat everyone equally but you chose to betray me, by lying cause i was never angry. I'm going to repeat NEVER. So don't act innocent

Never underestimate Veronica Mars

I should become a nun

Epiphany

I didn't understand till right this second. Things happen for a reason. When bad things happen it means you deserve it. Accept it. Resolve it and what not. I don't think I deserve to resolve it this time because it seems I hurt too many people. Because resolving means being friends again. but I don't deserve that. Am I right Buddha? I need to change. I say that, but it's so hard. Maybe itll be easier if i just don't talk to anyone. for now. It's meant to be. I just cause people pain. from bestfriend to close friends to friends. If only a vampire came into town easy death right here. thats what I feel when I lose a friend. Because the person saying sorry the most is the person doing wrong. Me right here. Sorry comes out of my mouth everyday. i do too many wrongs.

MIA

I'm ready to let everything go. Not forgive. But not care. It's going to be difficult so I'm going MIA. Not going to talk to anyone for a while. I don't feel I deserve it either. I feel like I've just been hurting everyone because if you think about it whenever something happens I'm in the situation. Maybe its my fault. Maybe its not. Right now, it's whatever because I can't do anything about it. I'm going MIA

Lost

I've been over thinking.  It had lead me to a bitter state. I regret it. Lost a few people. I just hate the fact that I'm not treated the way I want to be treated. I have high expectations of my friends,  I guess that is unfair. I ask for too much.

Disco - Beauty and the Geek

CHHS decided to hold a Disco for fundraising. The theme was Beauty and the Geek. I had low expectations of this event but it had turned out to be better than what I had expected. I felt so self-conscious with what I was wearing. Why did I wear it then? Well, I didn't actually have a dress. Also, I didn't realise till last minute that I could've been a geek. However, everyone was a geek. So, I was half glad I was a Beauty. No I'm not saying I'm beautiful. 

GOOD GOOD NIGHT 

Yes, Pho Hien - Wok crispy noodles after the Disco

I danced like a DJ the whole night.

xoxo DJ

Spontoggi

SPONTOGGI- GET IT? Spontaneous and Noggi

Yes yes, I get that I'm funny a lot. Sarcastically though. 

Basically I finished all my exams for the year.. not. Well I just have my HSC left. I'm so hyped for formal as well as finishing off high school. THEN I'LL BE FREE FOR A FEW MONTHS. I need tha mollar though. Anywho, back to what I was saying. We decided to go have Noggi randomly after a tiring week for me.

I woke up at 12.30 pm for the first time in my life. Very proud of myself so I was full of energy today. 

I love to make others laugh, even if they're laughing at me. I just like watching people smile and happy. I don't know. I'm so optimistic today and all. 

We went to Korean BBQ before that and it was so yummy but not worth it. It was $15 for two pieces of chicken. Might as well cook it at home and get the frozen marinated ones. But like Lisa said, we should experience... just forgot to research it aye. 

The gangggg

Love you Queen Dog/lion

Another one of this cutie

In attempt to look hot as the wind blew

XOXO 

DJ

Casula Powerhouse

Fancy fancy day with artworks. 

School had drained all my psychological energy, so gyming was a great way to end off the day. It helped me relieve stress and "fat" from the past week. However, due to my friends needing to go the an art exhibition at Casula Powerhouse as their friend was had his artwork up we were dragged there. 

I was amazed as to what I saw, a six year old had paintings up which reached up to $3000. I didn't expect that there would be food, it was amazing. I had forgotten to capture it, but there were vege mini burgers which tasted amazing and they served cupcakes which were BE-U-TIFUL. 

Oh we love the gym

Future Guitarist?

ATM MACHINE! 

CUPCAKES AND A MACAROON 

Wonderful, fantastic night. 

XOXO DJ

Crunchin' Munchin'

It's about time I hit the gym again. I hadn't been in a week. I asked my friends to go to gym with me since we're gym buddies. I'm literally in pain right now and I didn't do as much as I did previous times. But, this pain is good, shows that I did do something. I hadn't known that protein bars were really expensive because Lisa let me try some of hers, which was actually her sisters who back to Canada so it's all hers. It was a pretty chill day. I love hanging out with Amy and Lisa, they make me laugh so much. Actually most of the time I'm laughing at myself and they laugh at me laughing at myself. Anyways, after our workout sesh we went out to eat with Lisa's bestfriend. First time having Pho Hien, it was beautiful. I had crispy egg noddles with Chicken. I wasn't looking forward to eating that until I took the first bite, paired with an Avocado Shake. My favourite. Nomnomnom

Feelin' good

AVOCADO SHAKE. NOMNOM

Half finished... Crispy egg noodles with chicken and veges
if it had to be rated 10/10

My eyes are closed, but the only photo with Malinda in it. She's
gorgeous


XOXO DJ

Jumpin' night and day

Last Tuesday (mentioned in the previous post) Lisa wanted to buy "50 Shades of Grey", since we had drove all the way there, we decided to shop as well. She got boots that she wanted and I got a maximiser bra from K-Mart. People look down on K-Mart but it has good quality clothing at a good price range, making it affordable for anyone.

The mirror that makes us skinny?

BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE (8)

On our group wishlist, we say group but its really just Amy, Lisa and I's wishlist we had wanted to eat Nando's the Mixed Platter with half a chicken, chicken ribs and tenderoins. We had assumed it was a large meal, however, it turned out to be so little yet so much. Amy, the little mouse only had a minute portion of the meal while Lisa and I had most of it. We only went Nando's because we were watching "Spiderman" (05-07-12) with our friends and before that had to go to Lisa's mothers Shop. Spiderman was quite interesting, I have a feeling I liked it because it was based in High School where I could related - TARGET MARKET. 

So, you want some Ding Dong?

Mixed Platter @ Nando's 7/10

The next day, I was planning to spend the day studying. I did and I also went out at night to Noggi. I spoke about this in my previous posts. 

Saturday, I was supposed to attend a party. Instead I was called by that friend to go out to eat which was the person who I had cancelled on the previous day. when I cancelled on her I had said "Next time, when i have plans I'll cancel it for you". So I did. I KEPT MY WORD. We had a chilling night, just talking about what has been happening in our lives. 

Watermelon Shake and Avocado Shake - Holy Basil

Fried Ice Cream - Holy Basil


XOXO DJ

Froyo trip #2

I love spontaneous trips with my friends. The other day my friend called out of the blue to go buy "50 Shades of Grey" all the way at Parramatta, as they were all sold out here. Today, I got a spontaneous call from one of my friends and was asked to go Noggi. This was on our group wish list to go together, so I couldn't say no. I cancelled on my other friend though. Feeling a little guilty, but I can make it up to her. While we were eating it we were like too bad there isn't pomegranate when we clearly asked for it, BUT IT WAS POMEGRANATE. The colours were the same, until I compared it in the light, the pomegranate was at the top. We have stupid laughs but it cures everything. 

Love these girls. 

My gorgeous BF's excited to try Noggi for the first time

These people can amazingly cheer me up when I need them. Surprisingly I needed to go out and they called me spontaneously RIGHT WHEN I NEEDED IT. As you can see my eyes are little weird because I've been crying everyday for a week now. However, "Tough times never last, but tough people do." - Robert H Schuller

XOXO DJ

7-07-12

Oldskool

I remember watching this in year 7. It was so funny and still is. This video went viral on the net, it even was on the Chinese news.

Do you know how perfect you are?

Lee Dong Wook, can I find someone like you? You have the perfect lips I've ever seen, with those beautiful eyes of yours. In Scent of a Woman, the way you looked at her. I  want someone as handsome as you to look at me like that.

Why must your face be so perfect?

"Because of you, I think I'm going crazy"

Maybe that day will come

One day there is someone who will sweep me off my feet, I'll love their corniness, and I wouldn't be so afraid of commitment anymore. However, that day is not going to be today or tomorrow.  All I know is, is that if there is that person soon where I would be able to tolerate their affection for me I would jump right into the deep end because that's highly doubtful that I'll love their corniness.

Henry's Surprise Party

It was so entertaining today. I've never been to such a fun party. Henry literally had no idea, what was funny was that he thought he was going hooters and was super super excited and it walked into Angeline's house all shocked and he looked partially disappointed. But you could tell at the same time he was psyched without showing any emotion. Her backyard is amazing, she has a trampoline, a balcony, so much more. It was way better than a pool or anything else. JUST AMAZING.

We played Just Dance 2 and 3 as well. I think it's what got us all pumped up and also the gas....

Angie's mother, she was the cutest thing. She was so happy to take
a photo with us 

OOTD: Wish leather jacket, MissShop Boots, Portmans Skirt, Just Jeans top

I'm ze dog whisperer... also LisaHorseLim

I kept moving and waking them up and they would only sleep if I was there.
So I had replaced my  presence with a pillow

Thanks for hosting the party Angeline. Happy Birthday Henry Ho.

XOXO DJ

Drown

My life feels like it's drowning, I'm falling behind on work and this is the first time ever in my life only because I was studying for an exam and I had an excursion. That's why I'm such a mess and all. Of course, there is also my group, there is only 2 people i can rely on out of the 7 of us. I think there is 7 and one of them is just a nice gal who doesn't create any conflict between the group, love that girl even though we aren't the closest friends.

Thursday, the day of my excursion was alright, we went to a business lecture and we received some handy notes. Had some sushi and tried the paris choc delight as well. One of my friends was ignoring us because she had to find her own way to the city. My whole group went separate ways, i went by myself, its just my sister and her friends escorted me to the city. Be reasonable when being mad at people. That's the stupidest reason ever. I can't believe I had to apoligise to you even though I was the one who was offended by your comments. See the cycle of CONFLICT? It drags on.

I should be more positive. On the other hand, I am going to do well for all my subjects. ciao! I'll be back soon. Here is what happened in PICTURES

NEWINGTON ARMORY - Amazing place for photoshoots

Agar Plates of the cistern of the toilet. - Gross huh?

Love these cuties

Random picture. LOOK AT IVAN 

NANDO'S - mini burger and peri peri chips

Anan Banana looking like a monkey

- VIVID 

14-06-12  - SUSHI  my favourite - tempura prawn? 

 BUSINESS NOTES I PAID $40 for... not worth it

- Newington Armory
- Agar Plates experiment in school.
- Vivid
- Business Excursion

XOXO DJ